The Lenten Dance in Abundance

by Pastor Kate

I know that having abundant choices in life is a privilege. Here in the United States many of us (certainly not all) have a lot of options when it comes to making some choices and decisions in our lives. Whether it’s which brand of shampoo to buy, how to spend an afternoon, what to eat for dinner, or whether to go to church or not, most of us are in a place where we have the freedom to make these choices. We can choose where to live and what car to drive, whether to have children and how to support them. We decided where to go to school and what to study. We were free to choose whom to marry or whether to marry at all.

When I am not appreciating my many choices as a privilege or a freedom, I often catch myself feeling overwhelmed by the many choices facing me. It’s too much! How do I choose the right bottle of shampoo when I have 30 brands in front of me? Sometimes I wish someone else would just make the decision for me.

Our theme for this Lenten season is celebrating the abundance of what God gives us. Such celebration suits all the Bible stories we will be hearing. We are also blessed by God daily, here and now, in so many ways. These gifts of God’s abundance show themselves in our relationships, in nature, in our sustenance, our work and our learning. Most certainly we know abundant blessing in the life of the church.

The abundance of God is all around us!

It is manifest in the children around us who teach us and remind us how to love, to live graciously, to practice patience, to live with curiosity and to be joyful. We could say the same thing about friendship or romantic relationships. Relating to others is a source of abundant pleasures.

When it comes to the weather, we know we are lucky to be living in California, where we experience pretty light weather year round, usually nothing extreme. But even in California we have days and weeks where the rain pours down abundantly causing flooding and mudslides, and car accidents. There are days when the heat feels almost unbearable and we do not appreciate the abundant sunshine.

Many of us are fortunate to be able to afford grocery shopping. We have these huge grocery stores packed with many meal and snack possibilities for feeding ourselves and our loved ones. In California we have access to an abundance of great fresh fruits and vegetables, fish and grass-fed meat. At the same time we have an abundance of sugar and junk food causing an obesity problem in the country.

We easily abuse the abundance and overfeed both ourselves and our landfills. Abundance without care leads to pollution and exploitation.

When it comes to our work and education, we live in an environment that encourages overworking and pushing ourselves and each other. We live in the Silicon Valley where exciting opportunities abound, companies to work with, start-ups, great public schools, Stanford, many new opportunities. (There is, of course, a downside–the pressure, the price we pay, is palpable. The suicide rate in Palo Alto is shameful; there is little time for relaxation and free play. Everything is so expensive; people we know and love are moving away.)

As any person who attends church regularly knows, one sees how different one Sunday can be from another. Some Sundays the church is full of people, many kids running around, good attendance in the forum, the bulletin looks pretty good, great worship energy, good sermon, amazing coffee hour. Abundant blessings! Then, other Sundays, the pews are emptier than usual; only the pastors’ kids are around; the bulletins are not perfect; the sermon does not make much sense, and there is no healthy food at coffee hour. These Sundays can feel discouraging, make us anxious, cause us to make false assumptions. That is until, everything looks better the following Sunday and blessings abound again.

Life in God’s world is far from static. Things don’t stay the same. One day we might experience and appreciate the abundance of God’s grace and action in the world, and on other days wonder where it went, what happened?

We are perhaps more grateful for and aware of the abundance around us when we do not see it or are not aware of it. As we all know, life is never always good or always bad for anyone. There is a time for Praise as well as a time for Lamentation.

Beginning on Ash Wednesday (March 6th) we enter the season of Lent, the 40 days before Easter, on our church calendar. Lent is an important season of reflection and preparation before we celebrate Easter. These 40 days invite us to take the time and opportunity to reflect on Jesus’s sacrifices for us and his own withdrawal into the desert for 40 days. We may choose some form of fasting or self-restraint.

If we do choose to make a sacrifice, to give something up, like sweets, meat, alcohol, screen time or whatever our habit of excess might be, how about trying to do it out of an awareness of abundance? We have so many options, so many pleasures, so much freedom! Lenten discipline in the context of this awareness becomes richer and more conscious. It’s not about discomfort but about our focus more on God’s goodness. Our sacrifice as a discipline, recognizing God’s generosity and our Christian freedom, can be quite wonderful, a dancing to the music of abundance.

 

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I began my organ playing career as a part-time organist at my home church of Redeemer Lutheran in Plymouth, Wisconsin, when I was only twelve years old. Though I began as a pianist, I was quickly drawn to the organ and was deeply moved by the role I could play in worship and, in particular, memorial services. Always a pragmatic child, I quickly realized that learning to play the organ had many long-term benefits, and I decided to concentrate on both piano and organ when I went to college.

I received my B.M. in Church Music from Valparaiso University in 2006. During my time at Valpo I had the privilege of studying organ with Dr. Lorraine Brugh and harpsichord and piano with Dr. Joseph Bognar. I also played horn in the orchestra. After graduating, I was torn between entering the Peace Corps and going on to graduate school; however, after gaining acceptance to Emory University’s endowed organ program (and experiencing Atlanta’s winter weather in comparison to that of the Midwest), I decided to head south. I completed my Masters in Sacred Music degree in 2008. From there I moved to Lawrence, Kansas to work on a DMA in organ performance and a PhD in historical musicology. In addition to working with the talented Drs. Michael Bauer and James Higdon, I had the amazing opportunity to work with the East Hill Singers, a nonprofit group that brings choral singing to minimum-security inmates in Leavenworth, Kansas.

After finishing the coursework for my DMA and PhD, I moved to the Bay Area in 2012 to be with my now-husband, Harpreet, and to work on my dissertation. The last few years have been a whirlwind; we picked up and moved to Seattle for two years and I spent a year in Oklahoma as a music history professor at Oklahoma State University. We returned to the Bay Area and settled in Oakland in 2016, and we are both looking forward to staying in one place for the foreseeable future!

As a musician I have had the honor of working with numerous professional and amateur choral groups throughout the United States and abroad. Though I, in general, prefer collaborative work to solo performances, I have played solo concerts through the U.S., as well as England, Germany, and France. My area of specialty is early Spanish and Portuguese organ music, but if you ask me my favorite composer, the answer will always be Bach.

In my spare time, I enjoy reading about anything and everything (but mostly history), gardening, cooking elaborate homemade meals (especially Indian!), and learning about and drinking wine. In March of last year, Harpreet and I bought our first home together and I spend a lot of my spare time decorating and organizing (Marie Kondo has nothing on me!). My most favorite activity is enjoying a lazy, coffee-filled Saturday morning with Harpreet and our three crazy dogs, Stella, Sophie, and Frankenstein. I am excited to be a part of First Lutheran and am looking forward to making wonderful music together with the choir and congregation!

 

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